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9:07PM - Today not bad
Today not a bad day considering. Had my kids for yesterday and today. Go back to work tonight. Talked to Roxxy and felt really good after. Today wasn't that bad of a day. Of coarse I have my worries, who doesn't. Caught Roxy up on what has been happening in my life the past four months, about the only thing I can say is I'm facing divorce, Ann is dating some guy named Mike Wolf and has been seeing him now for a few months, well actually about a week before I moved out. Kids like em and she likes him so who the hell am I to stop em right? I've been through hell and back, and yet manage to stay the person I am. Though as I explained to Roxxy, still have my days where I'm going what the hell is all this for, and does the good guy ever win?Sometimes it doesn't seem like that. But at least I can say my conscious is clear and that things will eventually get better. It doesn't always have to be negative, right ? It was good talking to my friend though. I've missed her and it's ironic that the choices we have made have almost mirrored eachother because we tend to look at things the same way. Yeah we are goofy, and emotional. But we are still fighters. And that is what is important. The thing I know for both of us is eventually things are going to turn around for both of us, and eventually...(we don't know when and it's driving us nuts)Either way I'll be logging in alot more now that I'm actively online again. Stay tuned