alright the first response other than J

Ya know I was thinking the other day..
well actually I do every day but I was thinking about something J had said in regards to me and the band I am in...
he asked so how does it feel to be a rock star?
Mind you We cut a demo and pressed seventy copies, and sold them out
But when you are participating in something like performing you don't really think of anything outside the box except your reality. I think that is kind of weird. I don't know if J has plugged the band, great bunch of people as diverse as you can get...
But Rock star...LOL J left me dumbfounded...

And today's lesson kids...

It's Joel. J said I hadn't been writing in my blog as much as I should, and he would be correct. I did talk to him on the phone for over two hours a couple of weeks ago, so rest assured he does do the phone thing every great once in a while, and for some strange reason I have been one of the select few that he will actually stay on the phone with. However I have learned that I somehow adapted this aversion to phones. So unless it's J or some really cool looking female who isn't selling something I will not be on the phone for longer than five minutes if I can help it.

Work work work. Yes. In a month this plant changes schedules and during which time Me and my friend Lamone, and my buddy David have to endure a bunch of BS because of backstabbing and laziness from the other shifts... this bugs me to no end.

In other news, well the wife and I are still going through a weirdness period. All I can say is this kids, Marriage for me is a disillusion of what it was suppose to mean. Either I was so friggin naive or just plain stupid. I don't know. J has always said I was too nice of a guy, but what happens when you get so angry about certain events you can't seem to ever heal from them?
Any takers?

Hmm okay...

I just got done posting and lost the post oh well. I started off yesterday with a fight with my wife on the way to take her to work. So once again in the doghouse. Sometimes I just don't understand. As I post more information regarding the situation I am currently in and how I got there, then maybe some one can sum it all up for me.

Either way today I hurt bad, both physically and mentally, Physically because I have a couple of ulcers that just loooooooooooooooooooove to feed off of stress... either way, stay tuned

New day old crap

I got to enjoy my day yesterday with arguing with the wife on the way to take her to work...that was just for starters.

I've been under alot of pressure lately, Hours are switching at work, things at home are becoming distracting and it's starting to effect my performance on the job, we are currently fighting with the IRS over our tax return because they are trying to claim that I didn't pay something that was garnished out of my paycheck from the end of March last year until November of last year, so bring on the audit!!!! Either way we are really really tight on cash, and I am expiriencing some of the problems with my wife that I had last year...eventually I will explain the whole story, but for right now let's just say I was taken down almost as low as you can go, and so I get a little sensitive when the same BS is about to happen or feels like it is happening.

I know she is not perfect, and I am sure as hell not, but it gets a little irratating, and alot of times I see little light at the end of the friggin tunnel. Today is one of those days...

What to expect

Unlike my best friend, although we both are stuck with the curse of constantly thinking, I have been writing off an on about things now over four or five years, on an amature book I entitled "You call this stability." While J tends to write what is on his mind which most of the time I tend to do as well unless I have some project going, like right now... I have a surplus of stupid and silly anecdotes as well, actual topics that do affect me and concern my life day to day.

So if I become lazy in my posting I will either post a chapter or a bit out of stability or actually post the events of the day...the way my days have been going lately apparently I need to get back to the practice of doing this otherwise I am going to be in serious serious trouble.

Stay tuned

Not the last

Hmmm. Well morning to all. I am the Best friend of Jerkofalltrades. Although I am usually missing in action with him being trapped in Colorado, and I trying to live a life in Virginia we have once again established contact, and kept correspondence through the text and html of a computer....oh the wonders of modern technology. As you can imagine Any juicy bits of detail from our past that Jerkofalltrades mentions,I usually have the full story. An annoying trait for most, because I am an elephant that never forgets anything. So periodically I will expand on some of the things that Jerkofalltrades (or J as he is known to some) recoutning the events or bits of information he may of missed that also happened during that time.

Other Posts you will get to learn a little about me as I vent on what is failing in my life And right now I feel like a complete failure in some parts of my life. As I post more these things will come to light.